The return of the RBs

Please read this blog with caution as I am expressing the battle, the RBs, our traumas and acknowledging that we are all in between worlds.

Ah yes I think they deserve their own blog post. These are at the moment my PARASOCIAL loves.
Parasocial for me means one sided. It’s not healthy no, but unless you become famous, they befriend a fan, with respectable distances and boundaries, then of course you could work hard to make it not parasocial. You know? I want to work hard into collecting them with my 2 trips that I need to do. Since my limo for the UK will have limited seats. Each will be collected safely. We’re going to be that family who will have a chauffeur. If I get things fixed to where I can be abroad, I will have rented limos, hopefully bigger ones and we will go to our undisclosed desired locations. I am also preparing the many gifts I have for you, if I can give it to you.
When there’s a will, there’s a way!

Now that I have a good support network, I can have my group back. And I am going to do it right. I want to also work for my fame, understanding and Empathising the fact that yeah it really ain’t easy to become famous despite success. And unless I am lucky to be going viral, which I do on occasion. Ty. Let me get used to it even though I am afraid of success.

And I repeat a lot of my music because it motivates me shitting hard to be optimistically pissed. I am a young aggressor afterall, learning from my aggressors who are the RBs. They have my heart, I have theirs, ours will shine the light to this dark battle that we are all facing. Whilst humor and sarcasm are coping mechanisms because I am shocked with all the trauma, evil, abuse, war, dictatorship/democracy etc that we all have in our planet, this is and shouldn’t be taken as a joke. Because that may aggravate me, the RBs and I have to think of them, I have to think of our animals, my support network and everyone else in our planet. So that it does not provoke or unlock any Telepathic capabilities.

I locked 3 playlists and can see that hopefully it is the RBs are having discussions about it, I can feel they fear my fears too, I can only Empathise their feelings. Remember I work best with negative and evil energies, to stop them, maybe they are the real life demons. Maybe and this is my theory, we are in a real life heaven and hell. Why do you think I also see myself as Ciri from the witcher, only seasons 1 and 2 though because the rest have shocking storylines. I fear that that is how powerful my screams will be. I was already manipulated by that vision and fear from watching the show, using the illegal activities they are doing (the Chavs) and anyone else involved. I received an electric shock afterwards, hearing the noise of what the night fury “Toothless” sounds like when he is about to breathe fire. And it was a massive BANG.
There is evidence of this left behind which I have logged in my archives, I have photographic evidence. Thank you to the locals who had showed their concerns but I didn’t appreciate the police being called, their interference just because I was not regular in that area. I had just happened to revist the scene a few times to try and read energies, to try and get some answers. But it looks like I discovered their headquarters, which is what we need to track down. They are probably getting money illegally from the misused hacks as to what you all use for success.

I know I am at risk at sharing this even, but I want to share my traumas, to why I felt the need of creating my group because they too are victims. I feel their cries, I feel their need for comfort which is why I need regular activity so everyone knows I am not dead. So that if i need to, sacrifice becomes a last resort. But then here’s my worry, if I do that, what does that mean for the rest of you? Are you safe even though you say you are? Are your partners, support networks etc doing their jobs and checking in on you and themselves? You see where I am coming from? Are your security guards doing their jobs? I will need to talk to them as well and they will not like it.

This is also to work through the obstacles, to get passed the illegal blocks, I have evidence gathered along the way that stars are also being manipulated, that they still find their ways of leaving clues and passing on messages, to me, to you, to the entire world. This is where it gets tricky. Why are there evil celebrities, if there is such thing? But you have to remember whenever there is good, there is going to be evil. Then we need to see how we can manage evil and see how it can be moderated.

Why I feel the video version of Takedown really sums up of what I am dealing with also. The demonic side of me is the fact that I am at battle, inbetween two worlds, but I also want to be able to have dual nature and that’s why I have that playlist too.

Let the Chavs and whoever else is involved come together to abuse me, everyone else, I want to see EVERYTHING. I am practising my capabilities and putting them to use. BUT I will save you as much as I can. Why do you think I am destined to be the greater of all? BUT what if this is their plan? They already kinda revealed it when I woke up and said “I am not a Goddess”. With one of them cueing to say with urge “NOOOOOOOOO” in the background.

This can be our lesson. To change History. Why I think RBs set a good example into how we should all have boundaries like this. These are the friends I choose to make relationships. Especially being supposingly celibate and gay. Why I can’t I love them? Why can’t I love who I want to love. Altho if I get travel fixed, I can’t go to the not so friendly LGBTQIA+ places incase of being killed, kidnapped or kept as prisoner. We need to warn people in LGBTQIA+ communities where those places are, because I can’t guarantee I won’t not be open about my sexuality. I don’t want to be forced to be platonic or to say oh these girlfriends are just my girls, nothing more, we aren’t together or anything, you know what I mean? Just see where I am coming from.

If you can escape being kept in dictorships and all, because I feel for you all, and I HATE IT that you’re in that, do whatever it takes, even if it is illegally done, because your safety and wishes matter. And I just hope that you find your new life.

We will make History.
We will do the war, lockdown and and a law to ensure that this does not happen again.
Dual nature is important for me especially but none of you, so if it seems I am “evil” turn the other way, I am not. I am working.

I have prepared the RBs partner policy, see in writing tab.
I am about to do a personal RBs doc on the RBs official list alongside personal questions and messages, dismissed RBs and reasons, RBs supporters/manager and eligibilities. This is vital to be kept private as we too are allowed our secrets. I love you all my RBs, I am deeply sorry for everything I had done, everything we are going through and hope we can one day not be parasocial.