The struggles with “professionals”
Okay there is now 3 mistakes my host has done.
- Given me this life
- Got remarried
- Put me in care/support where only more hatred and judgement follow.
I want to come off this support network. They do not understand Content Creation because they do not do it.
They do not get to know what it is because they will only judge, threaten with sections and as you heard, drugs.
What? Because I have a powerful voice and protecting what I love, we all do, you want to drug me up?
How dare you.
At the moment I am going through this storm and feel that mentally and emotionally I am not safe.
Why can’t we do Content ? I’ve told you numerous times but boundaries are not respected. I feel betrayed on someone who wanted to be a friend. You don’t decide my friends. I am particular for these vary reasons because it gets thrown in my face.
No you can’t trust anybody, sorry, not even a friend or family.
I like to think I can but then hear me out, what happens behind closed doors? Exactly, you don’t know.
We use Content Creation to create our worlds, our best stars, our best motivations in our times of needs. That’s how you show care because you understand the shit that we go through IRL.
Well you no what I am willing to fight anyone/thing with my voice because I am not abusive to protect Content Creation along the way.
You’ll know who I am eventually and you’ll be sorry. Rooting for me are you? Because it doesn’t feel that way. I feel undervalued too. My careness being walked on to where I do want to run away (don’t worry I will come back) but to just have a breather and let out a scream and cry to myself because it’s like WHYYYYY
Why can’t I make this my reality? We all have to start somewhere. I want my mentors to be my support network. Hell maybe I belong more in their world??
See how my accuracy is with the vibes, why I felt threatened with questions. No. No more. You do not get to enjoy or learn what we do or are wanting to do, because you don’t do Content. But like I said I will torture you if I find out you’re watching our things because **screams** we do this to care, to inspire, to bring dreamers to their dreams and so on!!
My name will be known, all of you who wrong me will be sorry and I can’t guarantee even then I will accept it.
Things need to change in the care system. Just because we have mental and physical health, our own beliefs and voice you just no. Unprofessional.
Why do they support and care, because they , my new desired mentors share an understanding having it themselves. They’ve probably all gone through this too and now it’s happening to me, AHHHH.
I am putting my foot down, stirring up a real storm to say ENOUGH IS ENOUGH
No one is getting in my way to be with the stars and that’s where I need and want to be.
Things take time. No I am not rich, yet. No I am not in it for the money with them, I want something more, friendship, romance, power. A purpose.
To be shown how to make money in my own terms through Content Creation, you know?
Why I have provided now an acceptable gifts PDF etc. Now you can understand why I don’t trust professionals in care. I have been educated in this diploma so I am able to also see all jobs, regards on what level and how high you are in it, because education is power. And I have so much to do and how we can do things, but first we need to fight our current battle which is breaking into celebrity world, I fear. Which is why I am working day and night, dangerous energy levels (not emergency dangerous don’t worry) to sleep on survival hours, whilst battling restlessness because I can’t turn it off, turn off caring?? Not an option. Turn off loving? Certainly not.
Thank you to those who do care and calm me with comfort, in our preferred ways even if it is behind the scenes and parasocially atm. But I would like to change it to where it isn’t parasocial, which is why I want to do it right. I want to show you all how it’s done, but like you I am sure, we all have to start somewhere.
I follow the law. The law is our protection. I need to borrow power, from my spouse, lovers and everyone together to unite and I have already said name your price, but please check with spouse and lovers. At the moment they are my managers.
I want to come off this support completely, I don’t really care if IRL worry, let them. I want to be able to live my life into whatever is thrown at me. Good, bad you name it. I know what’s right and wrong. I’ll know (unless spouse and lovers can see it before me) know when I am going too far, like when the whistle needs to be blown, that will be for your ears only. Hopefully you’re not manipulated with that tune either. This is not a joke, this is what I want to fight for, for all of you, us, the world, things need to change and I am going to speed up moving elsewhere as other than physically there is not much for my mentality and emotions here.
Stay patient, work with me, continue what you do and I’ll do my bits to speed things. I’ve already achieved a lot, taking you all with me to the city. I felt your presences, thank you. I guess this was your warning to everyone else that I am protected, right? Keep doing that!! I need protection. We all do. Love yous !!!
